(Stephen Colbert, music, gospel)

http://www.colbertnation.com/full-episodes/thu-december-19-2013-ben-stiller

five blind boys from Alabama (FBBfA)
http://youtu.be/U5OnA6JOacE

(FBBfA) - People Get Ready
http://youtu.be/2k3roW1-Nvo

original of PGR from The Impressions
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Impressions
People get ready by the Impressions
http://vimeo.com/18213284

Curtis Mayfield was part of Impressions
http://youtu.be/VOXmaSCt4ZE

18. task.increasing the redundancy.

I can't risk the pattern failing.redundancy.phone.computer.network.node.
what is the cost? shared redundancy.

intralace.stream.+LH.//root of Evil

Assumption:
Let Evil = 666 (or any arbitrary number).

The square root of Evil is +/- 25.8069758011279.

Therefore, Evil results from multiplying (+25. * +25) | (-25. * -25.).

Assumption:
Let +woman = +25.807, -woman = -25.806, +man = +25.81, -man = -25.80, (or any arbitrary binary)

Therefore,
-woman * -man | +woman * +man | -woman * -woman | +woman * +woman |  -man * -man
= an approximation of evil.

AND

-woman * +man | +woman * -man | -woman * +woman | +man * -man
= an approximation of -evil.

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z.zebra.too many striped images.not unique enough.must change z.no more standing z.
y.yellow.flag with Che G. but connects to Hugo Chavez and his socialist programs.elections are in Venz.probably the socialist will win again.
x.xylophone.contractors.like me as a DoD contractor.the laborers in Texas and housing construction.how the little dishonesty-Ariely's little cheats do have impact upon policy and entrenched routines that exploit the voiceless and strip the "holiness" out of the transaction.the MIT honor code oath that lessens little cheats.little cheats establishes routines that pervert the meaning of meritocracy.merit earned is based on cheapness of construction and not on honor of construction./no wonder the Japanese were/are so hell bent upon honor. It prevents the little cheats.
w.wxyz.economic report.not unique enough.I forget.need stronger trigger/device.
v.vector.spinning vector showing randomness.back to sports and the NCAA women's championship.the best against the best.was it random? Connecticut. dominated.The pushers on Louisville asked for the ball.shot over and over and missed.we forget them.survivor bias.they are the best.individually.and on a different day with a different person.a viral moment.they might have won but done over and over in the long term, with the same people I think U. Conn wins statistically.maybe. Meritocracy and randomness.
u.umbrella.public defenders are getting the budget cut too.We've structured the Republic on socialism of Christ, and transition times really test.ask us to follow it. What if we.USA weren't strong? If we didn't have enough money.budget crisis causes the market to pick public defenders.more costly and less skilled.would we curtail this covenant too.On the road to Jericho.We are at a weird point of deciding to help by the side of the road.more efficient and moral.we have an obligation.a liability.a debt.Are we still trying to restructure debt?!.obligation is newer, fancier vehicles under the aegis of "efficiency" but really we don't want to take up the debt because it involves responsibility, and why should I be responsible for someone.something that doesn't care about themselves.the poor.ill.incompetent, who isn't like me. who does things in a different way that I know for sure won't work.crazy.lazy.broken.ill.sick. It was so easy in the primordial past.just let Father take care of them.Death would come by age.tiger.random bolts from Zeus' anger.done. The Old.frail are regenerated to plants. Infants die.stillborn.reabsorbed.But now it's different.we are responsible. Who gets born. Who dies in Grace?

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38.
traffic.report.NPR.
z.zebra.N Korea.guns on the horse again.we need to form a long-term working group to deal with the eventual reunification of korea.
y.yellow.flag of S.Vietnam.how CIA worked there and formed after WWII.they are being trained as assassins again.the culture/routine gets entrenched and it is hard to change.CIA is information.Foreign information./tangent.curious how views on how we view us vs. them. They have less rights, even though "they" are human beings too.usually it breaks down to "they" always have less rights, are the poor "they" countries. "They" poor segment of our society.if you believe the Word.pick any holy Word.then the treatment of this segment reflects the whole./How does the superOrganism deal with a part of itself? excise and burn or cajoled back to health with ointments?
x.xylophone.the many colored bars like the technicolor of a 60's Austin Powers spy movie.again back to the spy business.it's failure at its core mission.information gathering on foreign "corporations". /tangents.do modern "corporations" also need CIA-type object?yes.they have them.what are their "killing" capabilities? (gov.com.org.net.de.ch.corporations)
w.wxyz.radio voice.sports.NCAA final winner.the whole story reminds me how randomness operatives.how someone gets/is given the ball if they are percieved as the viral vehicle.it is a model that works if the randomly selected person has the confidence.has the pusher.extrovert.give me the ball.and if I miss I will forget.get over.give me the ball.i shoot again./survivor bias.we forget the non-viral products.the ones who say give me the ball and miss.over and over.miss.because the defense was for whatever reason in sync that day to shut you down.It is all random when dealing with players who know how to play the game. AND we all know how to play the game.
v.vector.gun control again.has popular support.take main criticism.assualt rifle ban does nothing for gun violence.the real problem is hand guns.attenuating violence in city involves decreasing hand guns.but this is cuts close to the heart of the urban cowboy.his/her self identity.the one last place where e still thinks e has power.can still voice opposition with real force.to solve the problem gun reality we must provide an alternative voice that has real power.real force.what is that alternate? a voice a viscerally strong as guns? Christ. I don't know.
u.umbrella.head within the umbrella... I've lost the thread. I seem to be able to only get u deep.Must practice.train.once it is learned by the nondeclared movements then the regurgitation with be automatically reflected.

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traffic.report.NPR.
z.Zebra.guns on the zebra again.Obama the conspiracy and the 2nd amendment.many ways the government are gaining control yet this is the clarion call.more guns on the street will protect our freedom.it stinks of conspiracy! How would a sinister leader try to subvert the masses.the slaves.as MLK once spoke.maybe quoting.get the slaves to fight amongst themselves.it is a distraction but it is an issue poeple can rally around.something discrete.something that feels like they can influence.thru NRA.they do.gun manufactures fear the NRA.it's not a conspiracy but it makes for a good short story along conspiracy! people would love to read the narrative.policy and fiction.how the lines blur.hollywood is too "liberal", so we make another marketing tool.a conservative Hollywood.policy driven by fiction.narratives.and weak points where we sense we can have a voice.to stop things moving too fast or to speed things along, make changes that are longover due.to stop chronic stoping.talking.making things to push fast in spinning circles.the senses are right, but the circle is wrong.
y.yellow.discrete packets like a cyborg football black blocks beneath the eyes.on blond,yellow haired girl.arousal.interlace with focus.attention.pay don't loan attention.it cost.the discrete digital way of listening now. new hearing aids. bluetooth. for 1000-3000$ I might get one! Use it with my own code.or someone will write an app.training the ear;how mic-ing people improved hearing:what about open source area?public places where video.audio.data is open.I can enter and sample.listen to conversations.look at people.location remotely or actively at location.is this an Art project? Open Spaces.mic-ing everyone.video taping everyone.Opening the media.letting the hackers play with the data.images.voices.

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26.
traffic report.NPR.
z.zebra.Roger Ebert is sitting with the zebra in a lab coat, reviewing movies. Why? The story was a tribute to him.died yesterday.He fought cancer for 10y!
y.yellow.rag of a gang member.the death of a detective.interview room.somehow the murder suspect got the gun and shot both.a lovers quarrel.murder.suicide.If the gun wasn't there.no murder.no suicide.aggregate gun supply correlate and is causative of gun violence.
x.xylophone.playing on dollar bills.as the economic stagnation continues the rising student debt is approaching the mortgage debt.they/we are following the advice.in times of transition.go back to school.retrain for the next generation.iteration of the economy.take the risk.pick the field.if you choice wrong then no money.but the choices are bad.they are set by the economy too.and it is dysfunctional.the objectives are not clearly define.//to make money for indiv.gov.com.org.de.net.corporations. community.family.china<(red.plutocrats.bookStream).method is more of the same? running on the hamster wheel faster? I don't want to be on a hamster well. I want to go somewhere even if it is a circle.>push.artProject.code.drawCircle.//center is not center but on circumference.all circles intersect at this center.changing colors.different circle-center location.fix circumference-center location.decay.make.garbage collection.how does it translate into Volume? 3-D spheres?//
w.wxyz.Baltimore voice and the yoyo.me! He won the prize, a trip to Disneyland.but the company went bankrupt.so he didn't go. We are asking young people to do this.Invest time.play games.seek the prize.have fun.because the prize is illusion and corporation have lifetimes too.
v.vector.the vector directional arrow is bent into a handcuff.minority report.how brain research. impulsivity correlates with future probability of crime.it probably is a good indicator of creativity too! interlace.push.blog.normall.monster.
u.umbrella.shields from the falling rain.which isn't falling and the water rights are owned by municipality. the farmers won't get any to grow. interlace.seven Samurai.//the farmer wants to be a soldier.// the farms become McMansions and megaFarms stabilizes the food supply. permaCulture is one diversity sprout. may or may not work. but the key is diversity. You never know what God will throw at you. You need many different ways to run in the hamster wheel.new wheel types. Pacing differently. And the anarchist always fucking with the program. Breaking the wheel. making you get off the wheel and explore the cage. Maybe there is more fun things to run in, other wheels. Maybe there is something outside the cage.we make ourselves into scared chickens afraid to leave the coop, reinforcing a nature behavior in an "unnatural" environment.
t.t-bone.Tom.my friend.works for HP. they are changing the head.but not really.executivesLeaders have traditionally tried to insulate themselves from retribution. They're decisions/direction is useless in the long term. Left or right turn in the journey for the tribe doesn't really matter, but we push the responsibility to the leader. He makes the arbitrary decision because he really only knows the local map but when we forced out of Eden? We go left. We find oasis. He gets windfall.we get water. We go right. The tribe dies. In Eden, on Earth, with corporate America, we are just turning inside an oasis. Every decision is "correct" the leader always gets a windfall. Bad decisions only reflect water quality. If we think the water taste bad, we blame the leader for his arbitrary decision. and we arbitrarily kill him. So he protects his interest. justifying his decision to the real thrower, God. Interrupts and exceptions.throwing.

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23.
traffic report.NPR.WXYZ station.
z.zebra.women hanging to bottom of the z trying to exchange.story about women giving letterhead envelope with address of her old home.lost.foreclosed. We hear her voice and feel the lost.hope and understand the risk she was taking without really knowing them.
y.yellow.face of asian eating rice.story about the food program and how Obama is restructuring it.change we can believe in.he is doing it.President Bush started it. The change is coming regardless of Party.We do need to give people the food they need, and want, in a way that is still respectful and dignified, because one day our nation might be there, needing food. That is my fear. That one day the US will not be the big Chief, big Man on the island anymore, and he will try to cling on with the threat of using the Big stick.
x.xylophone.african playing the tones and again it explodes. in South Africa being the local big Chief, and using its stick to police the neighborhood.I have local contacts.I have local contacts in all the hotspots it seems.what is their take on the S. African situation? Was the army being used to protect a .comCorporation?
w.xyzStation.like yesterday's story about bringing Health care to a costly hotspot, today brings a lawyer to the clinic.Preventative law! How synergistic. I find it ironic that one lawyer couldn't understand the concept. Well, we don't have to understand. We just have to see if it gives results, and then the more difficult part, determining if the "good" result was directly caused by the method we implemented, or were they both are just correlative.

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20.
traffic report.NPR.WXYZ station.
z.zebra.sitting on with gun.
y.yellow.angela Merkels yellow hair.
x.xylophone.each percussion is a note that explodes a bomb forgotten under Berlin.Germany.
w.wxzy station mnemonics
v.vector.array of numbers.data mining.hot spots in emergency care.cost. still needed trust and marketing.pushing.before residents started using the service.

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//**
2. traffic.report.NPR.6words.racial identity.GeorgeWashington III and his mixed race children.listen to the program and make the connections again to what I see with myself and being mixed and moving so much. And how I identify myself.
http://www.npr.org/2013/04/02/175292625/when-youre-mixed-race-just-one-box-is-not-enough

3. NPR.copper stealing.//isn't there a better way for people to live.eat.die?
http://www.npr.org/2013/04/02/175384814/states-propose-crackdowns-on-copper-theft

4. NPR. German.the Center.how, just because I've lived in Germany, now I am an "expert" then. It seems they are the only ones who learned the lesson. And the old stream falls back in place. Germany was moving. The momentum still moves. the culture. the spririt.it was moving. 19th century. Now after two bad decisions. it is again moving.the center.
http://www.npr.org/2013/04/02/175997123/economic-success-propels-germany-toward-europes-political-power-house

5. Cuban.blogger.same spirit of moving and joining of bring down walls. Forgetting these political expedients that are there for someone elses reasons. someone else are long old or still dead and the expedient is gone.
http://www.npr.org/2013/04/02/175997121/cuban-blogger-wants-fidels-cuba-miamis-cuba-to-unite


North Korea. the same thougthStream. the expedients are there, but the old have died. why is it still there? Is Korea like that abused child? Split personality? How do corporeal beings bring about the healing of this corporal being? Which corporation? .com .org .net .de .ch .jb3?
**//

wordStream

trigger.zebra.stripes.packs.syria.violence.anarchy.uncontrolled.responsible anarchist? I saw this coming.releasing dogs.war.violence.blood> dog.elephant chimeric? better creature? >magic card creature! syria.korea.responsible anarchist.kids.FB.spring.keeping the movement.requires disipline.nonviolence.nonpolitical.but intensely involved in political process.

(letter, PR, ending)

Nasrin Sotoudeh writes to us explaining her hunger strike. (human rights in Iran)
PRessTV politicized reporting on human rights in USA. (human rights in USA)
(Public Relation-esh TV)
BBC reports on semi-open discourse on Guantanamo (human rights in USA)

3x3
protect hunger write
politicize right shied
wink end party

(defense.guantanamo.sotoudeh)

<S. 3254: National Defense Authorization Act for Fiscal Year 2013> using GovTrack.us

<Guantanamo> and <Evin Prison> where <Nasrin Sotoudeh> is held using social monitoring networks

3X3
authorization Evin Fiscal
security Sotoudeh Guantanamo
defense prison networks

(gaza.Sullivan.Sherman)

>bundle.blog
http://blogs.the-american-interest.com/wrm/2012/11/18/america-israel-gaza-the-world/
//via meadia points to a American majority who view using overwhelming force in war.

http://andrewsullivan.thedailybeast.com/2012/11/fighting-unfair.html
//the beast finds objectionable what overwhelming force would mean in the specific case of Gaza.

http://andrewsullivan.thedailybeast.com/2012/11/wanted-an-israeli-sherman-ctd.html
//the beast restates objection and finds a more articulate voice to the objection.

http://www.realclearworld.com/blog/2012/11/would_americans_support_the_destruction_of_gaza.html
//Greg lays out what overwhelming force would mean in Gaza.

http://blogs.the-american-interest.com/wrm/2012/11/23/flogged-by-the-dish/
//the TAI rebuts that the original article was an attempt to understand a segment of America and not a recommendation of policy.

>analysis.JoJoBrand
//It's admirable to broaden your scope of understanding and to find insight into different aspects of the American psyche. However, while relating a unique mind set within that psyche, it is incumbent upon the writer to also point out that application of that mind set to the current specific situation would be clear lunacy or a best bad policy.
A responsible writer must do this because a naive reader, such as myself, might conclude that the specific policy derived from this mind set is viable and not morally repugnant.
//

(Hussman.banking.erotica)

Hussman Funds
http://www.hussmanfunds.com/wmc/wmc121112.htm
//market return/risk persistently low or lowest//

Asian Development Bank
http://www.adb.org/about/main

Pinterest
http://pinterest.com/pin/229824387205418229/
//if you want erotica, best to hired professionals data miners. turquoise. cyan//

(election.hurting.self)

The elections are coming.
Why have we framed the debate as Sesame Street vs. Big Oil Tax subsidies?
Because it is easy to understand.
Why have I framed the 8M vs 4B dollars in spending cuts as an investment choice?
Because it frames it in terms my Right Hand can understand, and induce sympathy.
Value vs. Growth investing. What do you do in a secular bear market?

Why do we invest so much emotional content into a person/team/country?
We put so much of ourselves into them, whether they want us with them or not.
And we suffer when they/we lose.

I have stopped doing this.
Why?
It hurts too much when they lose. When they become too weak and disappear with age.
It is just a game, yet not a game of survival anymore. 
I've stopped following sport teams.
I've stopped assimilating my political leaders into me, making their success my own.
I have only so much emotional content.
I'd rather invest it in something else.

(rustling.whine.ruby)

 The Writer's Almanac.Cezanne.oscillation.inside/outside
+sync.
(1)Lord of the Flies.Golding.dormant virus.virulent.Nobel prize.
(2)Witold_Pilecki.polish.Auschwitz.executed.suppressed.1989
(3) Bruno Hauptman.Lindbergh.kidnapping.
(4) Scott Fahlman;)
http://writersalmanac.org

+NPR.Obama.himself.notUsSelf
http://www.npr.org/2012/09/12/161003362/michael-lewis-studies-obamas-way

Journal: still December 1986

Here is my last 1986 entry. It is just before I went to college or University as they say here in Europa. I know I have returned to these notes before, rereading them to get a sense of where to go next without losing direction of where I had wanted to go. I guess that is what I am doing now, but the difference is I do it with you. Signature...

August begins
with a cool breeze
rustling Magdeburg leaves. 
Scattered heatwaves
heals a few beating
days but now
back in to the stir,
the future unknown,
braving it alone
ironically with you


//19-December-1986, 7:08
A long delay, I know but things have been hectic. I did go to the winter dance in a nice suit Lil borrowed from Kenny. Baggy pants, black tie, baggy white shirt, and a black coat. I look pretty nice. Karen had on white lace dress, not a long dress. Everything went smoothly until after dinner and we went to the dance I remembered that I had forgotten the tickets. I felt pretty stupid, dumb, lame,...etc. I hope she didn't mind. You know I try not to let other people's ideas of me make do what they want but I'm very self-conscience. I notice what people say about me. Anyway we dance took picture, not in that order. Then afterward we were going to go down to Westwood in Tessie's limo but no headlights, too much hassle, so I stay at Karen's and talked to about 12:30 then went home. That's when the trouble came. I thought I was so smart to park in the garage. But the only parking place in the garage was to the right, and I had never parked there before. Turning in, I scatch the right side of the car. this is too painful, ha, ha, sob... I'll just continue after I get back from my job, that's right I got a job.
//

Hmmm. And then there is no more entries until 1989. I don't comment on how I cried (the few times I remember crying when young) after my Dad saw the scratch/dent in the door. I already felt horrible and guilty and when he started yelling in anger, I cried... in Ba Ngoi's room. Probably he felt bad afterwards. I am him now, and would have also immediately felt sorry for losing my temper and yelling a my son for something that all teenagers do, making mistakes.

There is no remarks about working a Discount Desk, my first job. Sylvia (not even sure if I'm spelling her name right) worked there too, the girl I went to the prom with. No notes about the actual prom. I got drunk and Sylvia had to take me home, and I slept on her Mom's couch. No notes on studying for the SATs or my friends, playing tennis on the team, driving my old, second hand car around. Driving down Venture Blvd with Tommy and Thuan looking for Turkish coffee. Getting ready for UCLA. Living my first quarter in Dykstra Hall. Rushing the fraternity. Nothing. It is fading in my memories. I don't live those glory days. I don't know anything about anyone from those days. It all seems soooo distance now. Figuratively and literally, half a world away.

Enough for today. Perhaps tomorrow we go to 1989. Today, I try to catch that plastic bag hovering in updraft, suspended in space-time.

Journal: December 1986

Wow. 1986. I would have been 17 years old. As the years rush by, more and more readers will not have been born yet. Are you in my cohort? Can you relate to my memories? Signature...

Day 1

Stochastic today is good
reason to start counting one,
two, three, thee, and me as should
be, we children of the fun.
Can I tell you a secret
whispering in future meet?

Vicini once said to go
back to the beginning when
bow breaks on river low

Waiting there for a friend
who randomly is born
on beating electric storm.

Here are the actual copied entries. They were written on paper!!!

//
4-December-1986, 7:03
Sorry, I didn't write last night but I just fell asleep when I was reading my biology book, Keaton not Curtis for Mrs. Cohen. I didn't ask K---- because she didn't get to school until 2nd period and then all day I couldn't find the right moment. Anyway, I'll try today.

4-Dec., 11:26
I got a date to the winter dance. Now my only worry is to get 18 dollars for the ticket and maybe 30-40 more for dinner. There was also tennis try-outs. Not many excellent players. That's all folks, and got a Biology test tomorrow in Biology, English test too, and I still haven't done my Calculus homework.  Boy I'm going to be up for a long time.

9-Dec., 7:05
Sorry for the delay but nothings been happening except that my car broke down. Now I have to go to school with mom. The winter dance is 3 days away and I know now, no tucks. I hope my sister can borrow something from J----. K----'s going to wear all white that means I want something in black, naturally. I also have to get her a corsage and pay for dinner. Thats a lot of money but I'll find a way, I always do.
//

I apologize to myself often, don't I? I read like any typical teenage blogs now-a-day, doesn't it? Yet there wasn't even a sky to look for clouds yet!


20150801.comment.//
Do teenagers even blog anymore? They SnapChat and post Vines, to micro-Tumblr, or Pinterest.
//

stream(polarization.politics.personal.attacks)

This issued by Romney campaign,

Republican presidential hopefuls Newt Gingrich, Rick Santorum and Ron Paul also criticized Limbaugh's remarks during Sunday show appearances and on the campaign trail. Eric Fehrnstrom, an advisor to Mitt Romney, said the candidate thought Limbaugh's apology was "appropriate."

"I think there is extreme rhetoric on both sides of the political spectrum. I think the political process is best served if everybody tones it down. Not only those on the right, but also intolerant voices on the left," Fehrnstrom said.

Being an introvert, I asked myself if I could seek out Left-wingers, talk show hosts, who have gone to the extreme rhetoric. I must say that I am hesitant to use the word "rhetoric" in connection with anything Rush Limbaugh says. Rhetoric implies at least some amount of critical thought.

I will search...

Doubtlessly, I will find plenty of blogs.